Going to take photos today of a good friend and her bf. Hope that keeps my mind off obsessing for a little while. It's also very rainy so I hope it clears up by this afternoon. Any other day I looove rain but I wanna get this photo shoot done today. Mostly so I can go back to being lazy lol. I've been sooo lazy this last week, I have no energy to do anything and don't want any at this point. I don't know why. I went to see a counselor on Thurs so I've taken the first step in getting some sort of treatment for my anxiety. It was a really rough evening having to dredge up the past so that night I didn't sleep well and I was bummed out all yesterday just because once I bring something back to the surface it's hart to push it back down again and not think about the pain.
Anyway, I guess I better run and start getting ready for the photo shoot and put my brain back into some pattern of normalcy for the day so I can get this done!